My Commission

GOD is particularly fond of all HIS children... we just don't always see it that way. Not because of what HE does but because of the lies we allow ourselves to believe. ABBA wants the best for us and HE wants us to bask in HIS glorious presence. If we let ourselves develop our relationship with HIM, we can find joy beyond what we have ever thought possible in our lives.

When we think we aren't worthy, we create a life that is less than what we could have in HIM. We hide from HIM and ourselves and put up walls that keep us from enjoying real relationships with HIM or with other people. We blind ourselves to HIS mercy and love, so we stumble along in pain and confusion. If we just open up our hearts and minds to HIM, HE can show us so much more than we've ever imagined.

Being forged by GOD is a process. It can at times be painful because it is major surgery for your soul. He removes all the things that have kept you from being the person HE created you to be and allows you to live out your life in perfect peace. You will still live your life. You will still go through things. You'll still have moments of doubt and despair. The difference is that with GOD you'll never be defeated by your circumstances.

I'm commissioned to help people see themselves as GOD sees them. Because I'm not afraid of the dark anymore, that's where HE sees fit to use me. I accept my assignment with thankfulness and pride that my DADDY trusts me to do HIS will.

So the next time you read something I've posted that shows that I'm not perfect. That I feel pain. That I have doubts. That I am tempted. That I sometimes need to scream and curse and just can't stand on my own. Please understand I'm just doing what my DADDY told me to do. When I think of how HE has held me up, I cannot allow myself to let HIM down.